Thursday, 18 April 2013

ArShi SS ~ The Charmer and his Lady ~ Part 13




Part 13

Denial

Proof Reading by 
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He yawed and flattered his eyes. "aah! My back" he twitched holding his back and tried to stretch. Suddenly he felt something heavy on his chest. He looked down and saw Khushi cozily smuggled on his chest happily smiling in her sleep. His lips automatically curled up seeing the beautiful woman in his arms. He had taken many women in his arms but never felt a stomach curling effect seeing someone like this. He thought he was immune to woman touched but this lady who was in his arms proved it all wrong. Could her virginity be a reason why he felt this special feelings brewing inside him?
It was indeed a special morning for Mr. Casanova. A man who got up with a headache every morning, a man who needed his daily dose of black coffee to remove his tiredness of long activity during nights. The same person woke up peacefully feeling fresh. "My Caffine" he chuckled seeing her doe eyes closed. He knewly exactly how her eyes looked when they were open. How it widened when he tried to get close to her on their very first meet. How it filled with desire when he neared her. How she shut if off when she felt his lips on her lips for the first time. How it held embarrassment enjoying the kiss from the stranger. How she blushed and tried to hide looking at him while they were on his bed in his bedroom. How she felt uncomfortable in the pool. He knew each and every expression of hers.
Unable to resist her plump lips he touched it with his thumb and brushed it lightly feeling the soft texture. Unknowingly Khushi kissed his finger in her sleep and hugged his hand.
"Good Morning!" she greeted him lazily, yawning like a cute kid.
"Good Morning sweetheart", Arnav greeted her back still admiring her flawless innocent beauty. "She is so perfect" he thought. Before he could talk further he saw Khushi drifting back to sleep hiding her face from the penetrating rays of the sun sipping through the white leafy curtain. He smiled and kissed her lips unable to hold himself back, and that made her shift.
Stretching his arms he shifted Khushi on floor…
"Floor?" Suddenly realizing the coldness of the floor he realized that they might have rolled on the sofa and fell on floor in their sleep and the back pain could be due to that. "Sukar hai tum mere upar giri, warna tumhe chot lag jati" (thank god, you feel on me otherwise you could have heart yourself) he spoke to a half sleepy Khushi.
He brought his lips near her ear and whispered, "hey beautiful, yesterday night was nice. Hope to spend some more nights with you just like this in your arms spending the whole night just talking".
"Talking?" he was confused with his own behaviour. Why on the earth he would want to sleep like that doing nothing just talking with a woman? That's so not Arnav Singh Raizada.
He recapitulated the whole incident in his mind and felt little annoyed to himself, that how he indulged himself in such private things? Did he forget his motto of life? He can never be close to woman, not emotionally. Emotion kills a person. Did not he know that? He turned to Khushi's side and saw her angelic face. "No Khushi, don't do this to me…" he spoke to himself feeling helpless about his flow of raw emotions that was emerging within himself.
Arnav closed his eyes in pain and anger and then again looked at the same beautiful face. He touched her cheeks. "This is not right. I cannot feel like this. I cannot feel so vulnerable around you. What I did yesterday was not me, Khushi. It was not me. I cannot be like that. I will not be like that with you, with anybody".
He knew it was too late. He had shown his soft side to that girl and she was not a fool to not understand what was it? She even appreciated his effort for her kissing him politely. Why being there for someone felt nice? "Oh how she hugged him feeling gratified. She is so real". He thought. Why he went out of the way to help her? Why he could not bear the pain that he saw in her eyes yesterday when she panicked for her friend? Why he was there for her, with her, in her house, the whole night, sleeping with her in a couch that barely held space for two people. Why such a short space looked enormous for both of them yesterday night? How they felt each other rather than making love? When and how he started liking foreplay that he did not even pay attention to what he wanted? He wanted her body…and he cannot deny that. Even she knew his intention then why, he wanted to make her first time special? Why he did not take her when she surrendered herself before him? Who is she to him that he almost took oath to make her first time special? Just his new girlfriend? Just like other girls who had been in his life? "NO" she wasn't just his girlfriend. He had never gone out of the way for any girl. Maybe she had become a friend. Yes a friend. Those actions were more for a friend. Being there beside her when she needed him the most was a friendly gesture. Sharing a couch while attending a sick person was a friendly gesture. Taking away the sorrow and lightening up the atmosphere was a friendly gesture.
But friends were never physically attracted. Atleast not for Arnav.
He had few friends, out of which most of them were males…in-fact all of them were males. But he had never been so satisfied doing things for others what he did for Khushi. He did not do anything yet just being with her and warming her up his heart felt nice and over whelmed.
There was something about this girl, which he could not deny and he knew it.
"She was very clear about us from the day one. No-Strings-Attached. Yes I have to stick to that and there is nothing impossible for Arnav Singh Riazada".
He gave a last look towards her angelic face and stood up. Picking her in his arms he settled her on the sofa. Carefully placed her head on the hand rest and covered her up with the quilt. He saw her smuggling cozily inside the quilt just as she did with him whole night and few minutes back.
"Bye Khushi" he whispered and finally made his way out of her apartment.
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Khushi was continuously looking at her phone expecting a call from Arnav. But he did not call. "what was the matter?" she thought. Whole morning she had been fussy and grumpy just because she expected him to be there when she opened her eyes. But he was not there. Something made her annoyed but she did not know why. "Ek phone to kar sakta hai na" she scolded him mentally. Immediately realizing what she was doing she thought "nahi Khushi, yeh tu kya soch rahi hai?" she cursed herself for having an expectation from him. She cursed forgetting her set of laws.
Sighing she tried to work on her designs when her phone buzzed. Quickly like a teenager receiving her first call from her boyfriend she looked at the scream. If some was there in front of her could easily see the twinkle in her eyes "Its him", she bit her lips and connected the call.
"Hi!" she said huskily trying to control her excitement.
"Hi Khushi! How have you been?"
"No good" she wanted to say, but it would have looked so desperate she thought. "I am fine, working on our new project".
"Looks like she is not missing me", he thought. "well I have a news for you".
Khushi made a sad face and pouted, "he did not miss me"…. She thought "Shoot" she spook.
"Today night our client will be reaching Maldives and after two day they would be leaving for their US visit. They won't be at Maldives for a month after that. I want to meet and finalize our deal if you are ok and available".
"So fast?" Khushi panicked a little. "I don't have my papers ready yet Anrav", Khushi said in a worried tone.
"Don't think about all that Khushi. Is misha alright? Can you travel now?" he enquired.
Khushi felt overly whelmed by his gesture. He did remember yesterday what had happened. And he asked her about it. "Thanks Arnav, thanks for asking about Misha. She is fine. And I don't think there will be any problem. Even this is important", Khushi said biting back her tears.
"Are you crying Khushi?" his reply came to her like a sudden shock.
"how…how do you know?" she blurted out.
"Baby you are crying? What happened?".
Khushi sobbed and confessed, "nothing I just… " she bit back her words "thanks Arnav, thanks a lot for this… I am fine".
"Are you sure?"
"yes".
"ok I will ask my assistant to pick your passport from your house and he will make sure your visa is done".
"But Maldives has visa on arrival I guess", she asked.
"Well yes, but I don't want to stand in a queue. Its better we take it from here. And please don't worry about all these.
"Okey".
"Chalo phir see you at night. Will pick you up from your home".
"Nope I have some planes with ? Misha. I will come directly".
"suits me."
"thanks Arnav".
"Bye Khushi".

108 comments:

  1. arnav is indeed falling in love with her *day dreaming*
    somewhere khushi too...but she s not thinking as much as he s doing..
    aww..they missed each other...
    lets see what Maldives holds for them ;) :)
    fantastic update *claps*
    update the next soon dear :)

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  2. aha he is denying his feelings,,they arent just friends=]
    aww they wont admit they missed each other
    ooh maldives, should be good=]

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  3. Aahh..hey you said story won't be like some kinda love story..Hehe..but i liked it..physical attraction or emotional attraction, it doesn't matter..matter of fact is that how 2 people cope with each other.. thanks for update dear..

    I hope your novel is working Great...:)

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  4. Aahh..hey you said story won't be like some kinda love story..Hehe..but i liked it..physical attraction or emotional attraction, it doesn't matter..matter of fact is that how 2 people cope with each other.. thanks for update dear..

    I hope your novel is working Great...:)

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  5. Aahh..hey you said story won't be like some kinda love story..Hehe..but i liked it..physical attraction or emotional attraction, it doesn't matter..matter of fact is that how 2 people cope with each other.. thanks for update dear..

    I hope your novel is working Great...:)

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  6. crazy ppl just say that u miss her/him damn it
    cant wait to read more

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  7. Its g00d that b0th f their feelings are intense...th0ugh n0 0ne, even n0t them, 0f c0urse except us, kn0ws ab0ut it...its a start :D

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  8. amazing update please update soon.

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  9. Wonderful update dear
    Awww Both are Missing each other
    Arnav Concern Aww "Baby Are you Crying" I loved the way he mentioned
    Waiting for next Plz update soon this time yar

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  10. Lovely update...
    Maldivas..can't wait for next update...

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  11. arnav is for sure falling in love with this angelic khushi but being the way he has been for the past few years he will not be readily accepting his feelings for khushi! for now he is in the denial phase!

    n how much he may try to act aloof, he simply cant! a single tear from her eyes had him changing his tone from almost formal to tenderness and caring!

    n the best that both of them are equally affected! khushi may not be realising it for now but arnav is becoming very important for her

    mind blowing chapter:) loved it

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  12. Amazing update
    So both are attracted not only physically but also emotionally. Looking forward to read Maldives trip

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  13. it looks likes they gonna have blast in Maldives
    they felt for each other but denying let see how long they can deny
    nice one

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  14. Amazing update!!! Thanks heaps!!
    Bharti

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  15. Confusions confusion. ... feelings are all over the place... loved the update. ..

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  16. this part is amazing...
    so finally their feelings for each other are changed! ...

    Shalu

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  17. Wawo, arnav is falling for her, n falling hard..
    hope they understand it soon..

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  18. Very nice update! Both getting attracted to each other!

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  19. Awesome update

    rohinid

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  20. wow...so becoming friends is sooo very nice :)....awesome

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  21. Arnav is careing for Khushi...how sweet...,He is feeling something strong for her but he didn't get what this feelings is....nice part..waiting for next....

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  22. Arnav Singh Raizada ... Yeh toh sirf shuruwath hey .. aagey aagey dekho hota hey kya! :)
    That was a brilliant update... Arnav's POV was described really well!
    I initially felt a lill awkward abt their relationship in the beginning no doubt a gripping one at that .. but the way things are moving with the emotional quotient making its presence ... i am all happy! :)
    Typical expectation isn't it? he he he ... but yes thats what Arhi is all abt for us! :))
    Lets see what happens next ... how their relationship raises levels higher...
    Alright always meant to ask this Appy ... but thought it might sound cliche! is Khushi the forgotten wife of ASR? okie i know the ans to this is equal to giving away the crux of the story ... so no i do not expect you to ans this for me... just wanted to let you know whats in my mind!

    Thanks for the update Appy! :)
    P.S:- is this not on IF?

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  23. Very nice update....m very exited for maaldiv tour....amezing appy..

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  24. Awesum part..arnav is changing and so is khushi..waiting for next

    -nishi22 frm IF

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  25. Sticking to "No Strings attached" is going to trouble more. Both have feelings and are in denial.

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  26. Arnav is definitely falling head over heels for Khushi
    Khushi said no strings but they are going to get tangled

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  27. wowww arnav and khushi's uncontrolable attraction towrd eeach other and arnav also realize this thx for upd appy

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  28. Its me melihoney dear. Accept the truth yaar babies. u people have fallen in love sweethearts. awesome update Appy and keep rocking dear.

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  29. oh! thats too good yaar.......the story is shaping up so beautifulllyyyyyyy...........looks like our hero is planning her first time to be really memorable in maldives.......great update asusual....

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  30. interesting update, arnav is fighting his first time emotions around his girl khushi, no matter how much ever he tries, cant escape from her innocence and soul, it cant be denied that she has penetrated through his soul. (laksh65)

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  31. wow ......... nice update
    both are missing each other its the matter of time they express it,
    and were there is ARNAV and KHUSHI love is sure to bloom without their consent for good .....
    aww plz update soon..... daily update will be a treat .....

    ~ naturelove

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  32. awwwwwweee they are falling for each other....... :)
    he feelings are different towards khushi than the other girls ..... indeed she is special............

    loved his POV ..... superb writing ......

    waiting for the next chapter ......

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  33. It's lovely and which way u have a great bond with ur story i love it and Appy pls i wanna b ur frmds yaar pls add me

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  34. amazing update as alwaz....!
    So both r falling for each other nd both r denying it....hmmm idiots hai dono ke dono ;)
    waiting for their maldives trip....
    Diiii,love ya again for dis superb update....
    Muaaahhhh :*

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  35. just read the update. its precisely neat and clean. their feelings in the morning towards each is depicted in an mature way. loving the ff, eagerly waiting for the next update

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  36. Awesome..i loved asr‘s pov...aww they missed each other...but r in denial..lets c what maldives have in store...

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  37. Loved the update...loved how they both were thinking the same thing wether they missed it each....love this side of Arnav ..the caring one!

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  38. nice.. continue soon.. wow arnav fall in love with khushi..
    n may b arnav is only khushi's hubby ri8????

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  39. wow!! wonderful update....arnav is such a confused and so is khushi...both are missing each other but will not admit it and both have started already feeling much more than just an attraction for each other but are in denial to accept it...lets see how long will it continue...loved the caring side of arnav a lot...eagerly waiting for more....

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  40. hi! appy please add me to ur blog list or atleast let me access the content which is on ur blog of ur story " pawn"...i have read the whole story posted so far on IF but could not access the content which is on ur blog...it feels so incomplete without reading the whole update or chapter ....please either add me or let access the content for a day or if its not possible then please kindly mail me the restricted content of " pawn" on IF which is on ur blog...my email-id is sahni82@gmail.com

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  41. hey

    awesome update..... just loved it....

    waiting 2 read more.....

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  42. wow...they are started to falling for each other...no strings attached,yet expecting from each other...so sweet....loved the update....

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  43. Oh ho!!! They both are denying their feelings for each other…
    Lovely update…
    Looking forwards to read Maldives trip…

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  44. awww so nice update!! both are indeed falling for each other... but not accepting it.... hope this maldives trip brings some changes

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  45. nice updt

    both r falling for eachother but not realizing it

    updt soon

    summaiyasayed

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  46. awesome part.......
    arnav lost in himself......he unable to tolerate his polite gesture....
    khushi missed him....his gesture making in her lost in emotions...
    so they will be in maldive trip....wow!
    they will be getting more close....
    update soon.......

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  47. awww Arnav is falling in Love with her...tht too soo soon

    loved the update Appy..

    please continue soon..

    __
    Swati

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  48. i was so happy while reading asr's pov-----

    but got the jhatka on his conclusion---aay!! frnd!!---------phir jan mai jaan aiyee that no he identified-----actually something is brewing up b/w thm!!

    lolzz yeh toh hona hee thaa........:) who knws what is stored in Maldives!! luvd it

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  49. Both r falling 4 each othr.....
    Bt ddnt realizd it.....
    Waitng 4 d nxt part...Cntinue soon

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  50. Hey dear hie I m orchids8888 from IF.

    What a beautiful update dear. I liked Arnav's monologue wherein he is also confused as to why is feeling attached to Khushi in such a short period of time. He has never felt this for any other girl before. Here even Khushi is missing Arnav like hell. But both are in denial stage. The name of chapter is apt.

    Wow now both are going to Maldives together. So now I m expecting next update to be hot, romantic and passionate.

    Please continue soon.

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  51. Cheval:

    Mindblowing dear ... I soo love it arnav is falling for her even kushi bt both bt cant see it right now. Hmmm anyway sooner ornlater im sure arshi will see the truth :D.

    I so love the caring part of asr n now they r going to maldive eeeeeh caaaaant waaaaaait


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  52. Fantastically written update.
    Their emotions feelings insecurities and not to show how they feel, every thing written beautifully.

    How much they denied that they are not effected by each other but their heart know exactly what is happening to them.

    They are developing love for each other.

    Beautiful chapter.

    Thanks for the update

    Archnahardik123 ( IF )

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  53. awesome update...both of them denying there feeling for each other..really mix emotions..what will happened next

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  54. denying from feelings nw r we raizada?!!!! nice update both r so stubborn in nt realizing this
    IF user dishashah4176

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  55. Amezing update....
    Looveed it....

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  56. Well how much evr dey deny bt dey r emotionally bonded wid each other... dey care 4 each other n mst imp dey were MISSING eachother... Maldives sounds interesting... ;)

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  57. Hey dear just read last 3 parts...its was awwwsome nad undoubtly HOT.. ;)

    Thanks for the wonderful updates..

    IF user B.S.I_Love_You

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  58. Amazing update!!

    Both are expressing feeling for each other but they can't do anything because of the rule " no strings attached" ! Going to Maldives will be great,time alone;)
    Love the update!!

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  59. nice update yar...love arnav POV...and also love the way they missed each other but not admit it...and so sweet arnav is falling in love n thinks that she is friend thats why he care n help her,...bicharey both were so confused about their own feelings,may be due to their past,lets see what happens next...thanks for the update..love you n hug u...GOD bless you

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  60. Hai thanks for postin my favryt ff today, urm today z my b'day ;) k k nadi stop hehehe. so our arni casinova litl by litl tryn to realize his effect on kushi and yeah kushi too. but i thnk it'll take time k v r waitin ;) nice update appy u rocks asusual u potray arni's feelings beautifuly that made the readrs drown into ur ff and feel lyk real nt fake. thank u so much fr nice update and also postin it on my b'day ;)

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  61. Hai thanks for postin my favryt ff today, urm today z my b'day ;) k k nadi stop hehehe. so our arni casinova litl by litl tryn to realize his effect on kushi and yeah kushi too. but i thnk it'll take time k v r waitin ;) nice update appy u rocks asusual u potray arni's feelings beautifuly that made the readrs drown into ur ff and feel lyk real nt fake. thank u so much fr nice update and also postin it on my b'day ;)

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  62. dats really sweet of arnav...
    they both r trying hard not to fall emotionally...bt dey r connctd emotionally...aarnav cn even read her th' phone..update soon appy

    if rimzu

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  63. hmmmm Both missed each othr.....GOOD their relationship is getting closer
    goooooooooooooooooooooooooooood

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  64. First of all thanks 4 sharing the link with me..Again a different story & an interesting one..

    123priya(IF)

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  65. Although I hate the fact that Arnav was not there when Khushi woke up, I guess that was needed. Anyway it was nice of him to ask about Misha. Also I like the fact that they are acting like mature people. Wonder what will happen in Maldives ;)
    Loved the update <3 It was awesome :)
    Plz update soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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  66. That was an amazinggg update!!!

    Gosshh arnav is soooo in live with khushi already!!!

    Wonder jus when will he realize

    Hez already so concerned for her, jus know all her inner thoughts by a.look
    His need to comfort her was soooo well written!!

    Therir phone conversation was soooo owwiieee, both wantd other to say their real thoughts!

    Very well written!

    Amazinggg update!!!

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  67. very lovely.
    Arnav is falling love.
    Thnx for PM.

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  68. Awesome.. read lla hte parts at one go...
    Prassu

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  69. wow just amazing,the update is so sweet.loved it

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  70. Wooww..it was just Awesome !!
    Loved it !!

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  71. loved it

    he cares for her

    isn't it first step toward love

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  72. woooooooooooooooooooow
    they are unconsciously falling in love with each other
    I am just waiting for the day when they both realize that it is not a
    mere physical attraction but it is the precious love they have on each other
    wonderful update Appy
    update sooooooooooooooooooon

    bluesobti IF

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  73. Charmer Raizada is gone..He turned into lover Raizada...

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  74. This chapter was really amazing! The small little things were very well written and showed the warmth they are dEveloping for each other.

    Great read!

    Cheers
    Rayolight - IF

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  75. fab chapter....
    it was amazing....
    wow !!....waiting for der trip!!........
    nirmal1992

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  76. Amazing chapter.
    The pair of them are developing feelings for one another but neither of them are admitting to them.
    Can't wait for the next chapter.

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  77. they starting to like each other but don't want to admit it lol

    awesome chapter

    can't wait for next chapter

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  78. Both of them missed each other....neither of them admitted that to the other...and both of them concluded that the other person did not miss them... lol!!!
    Both are in denial...
    Nice update...
    Eagerly waiting for their trip...

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  79. lisa managed to poison khushis state of mind...ooops now what will she do???hope she jst talk it out to arnav bfore jumping into conclusions.....continue sooon....
    ushankitvc

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  80. arnav and khushi falling in love waouh
    fatim28

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  81. I read all the chapters together... awesome... very nice appy...
    looking forward for the next chapter impatiently...
    Plz update soon..

    Luv,
    Poju

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  82. hope they fall for eachother more inthis trip
    amazing update

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  83. Loved it.

    -desisweetheart9 from IF.

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  84. Looks like arnav has fallen for khushi...
    Just loved this SS....
    Eagerly waiting for their maldives trip...

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  85. why in the world are they suppressing their inner feelings..waiting for the maldives trip...hope something hot happens there :-)

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  86. laws and set rules r meant to be broken.......and they r always broken by the workings of the heart.....so it is to be seen as to how far they r able to stick to their laid out rules :)
    thanx for the update....pls continue soon

    amus5

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  88. amazing update...

    love show you describe arnav emotions... idiot don't know what is happening to him but I think he knows but don't want to admit it that he is falling hard for khushi...

    oh god.. what their problem.. why cant they confess that they miss each other...

    now they are going to Maldives... wow
    continue soon

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  89. loved the updates
    both are falling for each other, trying to control themselves
    both expected from other how they missed , couldn't come up
    waiting to see them in Maldives
    ITS_LEENA

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  90. aarushh:
    lovely update yaar........
    read all chapters in one go.....
    loved how they fall for each other
    unknowingly........last update was d best...
    thanks a lot for the link yaar....
    cant wait for next update........
    sorry for late comments yaar.........

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  91. Awww, a nice update, he is analyzing his feelings for her, I liked that piece and all of it, both know no strings attached but still want to be together, he could not think straight and had to leave.... Nice way to bring the point of they think of each other...

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  92. APPY SNAPPY...ANOTHER SWEET TALE FROM YOU

    N I STUMBLED UPON IT JUST LIKE THAT

    BOTH ARE CONNECTED BY SOUL

    THEY ARE NOT AWARE OF THE BONDING

    HE IS ACTING A PURE GENTLEMAN

    N SHE IS HERSELF

    THANKS

    KEEP ME ALERT



    KKKA

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  93. So both of them are trying to hide their feelings. hmmm Let us see how long they will

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  94. aww... such a sweet update !!!

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  95. fab update
    missmk if

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  96. Thanks for the blog link. Read all parts in one go.Amazing SS. Update next part soon.

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