Part 12
Forbidden Feelings
Khushi gathered
herself and instantly regreted of showing her vulnerable side to Arnav. Arnav!
whom she hardly knew. Arnav! Whom she
had known for less than a week. Arnav! Who
was just a mere acquaintance for her at the moment? How can she be so consumed
about the fact and cried. She named herself as stupid for being such an emotional
fool. Before Arnav picked her hand to wipe off her tears she blinked back and
wiped it off by her own.
Khushi quickly put
her loose tee and slipped into her blue faded jeans and rush down towards the
exit door. She check with Mrs Lucy Margerine about Misha’s health and
disconnected the call. Slipping her blackberry inside her tee pocket she
glanced at the door restlessly and there he was, in between her terrible
condition she did not fail to praise his stunning posture. She helplessly
admired the man who walked towards her with such grace and elegance. “What was
different with him today?” she thought realizing his casual attire. He was
wearing white translucent shirt which was sinfully showing his ripped muscles
and cascade his athletic body. His lips seemed more pinkish and his damp hair
messed up. She was so into her trance that she failed to notice a worried face
looking at her.
“Are you ok?” he
hushed before her and cupped her face. Khushi snapped and jerked back. “relax! Its
me darling” Arnav said steading her on the grounds. He opened the door for her
and guided her inside. Khushi sat without any word and concentrated on the
figure which she was failing to distract herself from. She watched his every
move the way he closed the door in style, then slipping his night glasses, then
walking across the car and lastly taking the driver seat beside her. “He looks
much younger in casuals…he should wear them often…she mentally noted”.
Before igniting the
engine Arnav glanced and her and meet his dark brown eyes with her. He knew she
was looking at him and mentally appreciating him. He also knew if the situation
was different he would left no stones unturned to tease her. After all he loved
to see her blush which she deliberately wanted to hide from him, masking her
teeny self from him. The little she knew how much he enjoyed seeing the crimson
naturally glowed her face, complimenting her flawless white shimmering skin. Arnav
always had taste for everything and looking at the list of girl whom he had
been associated with made it clear, Khushi being the top in the chart. She was
beyond perfection. With her natural beauty and radiating smile she looks like
and angel who was mistakenly born in this cosmopolitan world. She doesn’t belong
here. She was epitome of beauty. Any man in her life would be the luckiest to
have a girl like her and Arnav did not fail to acknowledge that. Feeling elated
Arnav smiled at her simplicity and genuinity. His hand travelled automatically
towards her cheek and stroked with his thump as lightly as possible. Khushi
felt goose bumps erupt on her skin instantly.
Her gaze fall on his
lips instantly, that was the effect of his touch on her skin.
“Did you speak to
nisha?” Arnav asked her softly.
“hah!...ni…Misha” Khushi
stammered and corrected him feeling slightly dazed.
“Sorry, Misha!” he
finally pulled his car towards khushi’s apartment.
“I have spoken to Mrs
Lucy, she said that she has informed our family physician”, Khushi looked
straight cursing her mind which totally forgot about her best friend’s
condition and started to drool on the person sitting next to her. “She is my
best friend. In fact she is like my sister” Khushi said thinking why she was
explaining him about Misha. he wasnot a person who should know about her
personal life and what equation she had with others. But somehow the words did
not stop. It could be that she saw the hint of concern in Arnav’s eyes when he
said that misha is important. No matter how much she tried but she failed to acknowledge
the warmth he had provided to her. She wanted to hug him instantly and tell him
that how much she wanted a man beside her in her life during her tough times
when she felt helpless and alone, but she feared that like a hawa ka jhoonka
(gust of wind) he will reel her life and leave her alone once he was done with
her. After all they were not committed to each other like two lovers. This
relationship will only give her pain if he dared to take it other ways, lesser
emotions, healthier it was for her.
“Thanks Arnav” she
said politely appreciating his effort making Arnav glance at her. He did not know
why suddenly he wanted to comfort her like a friend..umm maybe like a special person
in her life, assuring her that he was there. He raised his long arms and
touched her shoulder behind her head and pulled her close to him. Khushi kept
her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes feeling content, not wanting to
part herself from his warmth.
**
It was almost fourty
five minutes they had reached khushi’s apartment and Khushi was inside her
bedroom with misha, while Arnav made himself comfortable on the huge sofa which
dominated their living room. It was a two bedroom flat, very nicely decorated
with modern furniture. Most of it was done in white, and few pockets with
dominating saffron. It looked face and lively unlike his own house which was
undoubtedly grand but felt lonely. Few minutes back he got an uneasy glance
from a woman in her forties instantly knowing that she must know him and his whereabouts.
He saw her whispering something in khushi’s eyes and then made her way out of
her apartment instantly earning khushi’s apologetic look towards him.
His eyes were fixed
on the closed door, his legs itched to berge in and asked whether everything was
fine or not. But he decided to stay calm and wait for Khushi to come. After all
it was her house and there was one more girl living with her. It wont be a very
good idea to intrude in their privacy.
After seven-eight
minutes he saw Khushi coming out exhausted from the room. She plastered a
genuine smile on her face and beamed towards him. Arnav returned back a warm
smile and asked her to join him in the sofa.
Khushi dropped herself
on the sofa without looking at where she was landing. She flinched feeling
something muscular rathar than soft base which she expected. She immediately apologize
to him, falling on his lap and was about to get up when he slid his arms around
her waist and held her intact.
“Arnav! Let me go” Khushi
felt embarrassed.
“Stay” he said
nuzzling his nose on her soft skin on the nape. She shuddered with sensation tantalizing
her nerves. “how are you?” he asked closing his eyes feeling her warmth once
again in his body. “Oh how he missed her touch” he thought.
“I am fine”. Khushi turned
towards him and cupped his face, “thanks once again Arnav. Thanks for coming here
with me”, and pressed her lips on his lips which held a smile.
“We had decided to be
together for the weekend madam, looks like you have a memory problem”, he joked
with her sensing the ease in her words.
“I know that, but I did
not expect you to come here you know…” she paused, “I think it’s very late now,
and you should leave. Misha is fine”.
“Very bad host you
are Khushi”, he teased her more earing a frown from her, “I have been waiting
her without a glass of water since an hour and you are asking me to leave. Is
it how you treat your guest?” Arnav pulled her close to him sensing her small
protest.
“I…I am so sorry. Let
me get you some water. You want it chilled or room temperature?” Khushi sighed
in embarrassment. Here he had come with her, and there she was not offering him
a glass of water.
“I want it hot”, his
eyes explained it all. Khushi hit his shoulder lovingly and hugged him tight in
her arms.
“you don’t know Arnav
what this gesture of yours meant to me” she closed her eyes resting her chin on
his shoulder.
“Would you or misha
mind if I stay over here tonight?” Arnav caressed her back putting his hand
inside her lose tee making her skin burn by his each and every touch.
Khushi moved herself
a little to face him, “you have to manage in this sofa then”, she said and bit
her lips. “you must be kidding Arnav, I cannot let the Tycoon to sleep here, uncomfortably.
“Who said I will be
uncomfortable? When I have you under me”, Arnav said naughtily.
“haw! Battameez insaan”
Khushi blushed furiously.
“I am serious Khushi,
I am not letting you go away from me now. You have to be beside me bas!” he cut
her off and pulled her into a passionate kiss, tracing her lips with his saline
tongue. A taste that drove her crazy.
“I am not letting you go away from me now. You have to be beside me
bas!” she know what he meant but she loved to think it in a different way…more
emotionally. How she wished that someone would say that to her and how will it
feel if this man meant it the other way. “Don’t be an emotional fool Khushi.
just enjoy your life with him, till he is there in your life, relish and
cherish every moment and bank all the moments which will help you to smile for
the rest of your life”, she reminded herself.
Both of them made themselves
comfortable beside each other on the sofa and cuddled up together. Khushi
brought a duvet to cover themselves up and Arnav helped her to wrap themselves
up inside. They felt each other for the whole night slipping inside their tees
and teased each other the hell out of themselves. Both of them enjoyed their
first night in each-other’s arms, memorizing every damn detail. After hours of
exploration both slept in a peaceful sleep holding unto each other tightly so
that none fall from the sofa.
well i just love it
ReplyDeleteits awesome
plzzz update soon
indian forum user
...Chanchan...
Im first!!!!
ReplyDeleteAmazing update!!
Love Khushi's POV and Arnav's understandings nature...
Best of luck with you novel!!
Loved it.... Hawa1997-IF
Ok second then...
Deleteloved this update, arnav is so caring towards khushi,
ReplyDeletepoor khushi is struggling to control her emotions towards him, her mind says with no string attached, but her heart is all for him. (Laksh 65)
Aww Arnav wants to comfort her and Khushi wants that comfort from him wow Loved the update. I really felt for Khushi I hope Arnav means what he said in the way Khushi wants it to be
ReplyDeleteThis is another great update! Hope this relationship grows into something more meaningful & intense. Arnav should also realise gradually the worth/value of relationship, the value of Khushi is his life. And the icing on the cake must be the revelation - who the husband of Khushi is & how Arnav will handle the situation considering that he does not believe in marriage or any such long term emotional relationship with his women. [IF: Arshisarunfan]
ReplyDeleteawwww....so lovely ! Thanks , Hun!
ReplyDeletePlovesArshi
That was an amazinggg update!!!
ReplyDeleteAwwhh arnav is such a sweetheart!!
They have become so comfortable with each other like they've known the other since forever!!
Lol who cud hav thit that ASR slept on a sofa!!
The hug in the car was soo beautiful!!
Its getting so interesting!!
Amazinggg update!!
Robinhood008. IF
I loved it update soon
ReplyDeleteit was cute appy :)
ReplyDeleteThe relationship is moving from "No strings attached" to more of an emotional one. Is it going to be a natural progression towards something long lasting?
ReplyDeleteloved the update...as always......
ReplyDeleteawesome part.....
ReplyDeleteboth r lost in each other thought...mentally appreciating...thanking so cute...both afraid of emotional attach...most khushi afraid of this.....
arnav patiently waited fr khushi to come...arnav slept on khushi's sofa :O both slept hugging each other on sofa...so cute scene...
update soon......
Arnav is so naughty na.... Bt at d sm tym he understanding n caring too... I luv dis side of his... I wonder wat did d lady tel Khushi??? Thnx Appy... Continue soon...
ReplyDeleteso they r connecting unknowingly..
ReplyDeletei hope misha have a sound sleep in the room...nd not the first one to wake up next morning..:D
btw she had another bedroom left na~~as it is 2BH~so why they didnt use it...
Awesome update appy.. Such a caring souls both arnav n khushi... Slowly falling for each other...
ReplyDeleteNice update..arnt they doing exact the opposite ...the guidelines they made when they decided to kick start their relation...
ReplyDeleteIt is good to see this caring side of Arnav...hope he stays with her forever..
ReplyDeletewas waiting for this update ....how peaceful and serene portraya of the love birds ...finding solace in each other's arm.loved how you described the couch scene ...
ReplyDeletecontinue soon.
It was awesome :) Waiting for next update
ReplyDeleteIF user name- Kinu22
loved it yaar..
ReplyDeleteit was amazing
awww so lovely,awesome :)
ReplyDeleteAwesome update, loved it ! U r the Best!
ReplyDeleteIt was a cute update. ..!!
ReplyDeleteamazing update
ReplyDeletereally enjoyed it
they slept in each other arms
aww..loved it,the update is very sweet.
ReplyDeleteIt's so cute. ...Arnav..looks a different man. but love the way he is...even khushi is also little different..
ReplyDeleteAwesome update loved it
ReplyDeleteWonderful update.
ReplyDeleteLoved their few moments together.
Hope it comes true what he says and what she want not to go away from each other.
Loved the update.
Archnahardik123 ( IF )
it was indeed a night together yet a very different kind.
ReplyDeletethis is more of a new found dating n getting to know each other types. really cute. .
loving every minute of this. .
avni
Excellent update dear....<3 <3 <3
ReplyDeleteLoved it sooooo muchhhhh...:* :* ;)
Lovely update
ReplyDeleteWaiting for next part already
Now meant nothing relation is turning into an emotional dependency one...
Wow! Appy you are dealing with feelings very well!
ReplyDeleteWonder how well they have really understood their needs
awesome update!! loved it
ReplyDelete-Shwetz- IF
Awesome update loved it
ReplyDeleteAwww...loved the POV of Khushi...hope it to come true soon..
ReplyDeleteI-F user-Aryancha
wow that was so sweet! loving this caring and super charming arnav! its next to impossible to resist this so perfect guy:) lol
ReplyDeleteloved this chapter, it was very well written and it was about the beginning of something more deeper than lust! who knows maybe it ll be love:)
Nice update love it
ReplyDeleteupto now khushi has been able to keep both her sense and sensibility intact...only time can tell how far she is able to make herself emotionally detached from the charmer :)
ReplyDeletenice update...pls continue soon
amus5
Aww such a lovely update...
ReplyDeleteHe cares for her so much...
N she is also liking it...
Wow Beautifully Written Appy
ReplyDeleteLoevd Arnav caring for khushi
Aww Poor Khushi how Alone she feeling I Guess From now she wil Get what she Deserves...
The Realation Between Arshi is Not Lust That is Beyong it the Warmth they are Feeling is so nice..
Always Waiting for u r Next update Eagerly
That was awwwwwwwwww :-D lovely!!
ReplyDeleteThe way he is just being for her....Their bonding... getting comfortable...just sooo adorable <3
loved d way they slept !! God everytime i read a gud arshi moment i wanna fall in love :P n Appy u ve amde me think so a loooot of times ;-) :-D
awsum update....
ReplyDeletesimply mindblowing....
khushi is slowly falling for him....
i love it how arnav protect her nd stay wit her all d night....
he is soooooooo dam caring....
ahhh i am officially in love wit dis story.....
di,u r d bst nd i love u.....
its also official.....
loved the update. both are feeling for eachother but still doesnot want to come out of their shells. arnav was so caring
ReplyDeleteAwesome update Appy. Do continue soon
ReplyDeleteAwesome update Appy. Do continue soon
ReplyDeleteAwesome update Appy. Do continue soon
ReplyDeleteawwww so sweeeet dear lovely uodate
ReplyDeleteif:cheval
why on the couch? its a 2 bed room apt right? so they could have gone to the other room na? :) he he
ReplyDeletegood update Appy! i am sure they will hit it off well!! cant wat for the next!!
Aww fab update......
ReplyDeleteLoved it soo much.....
Superb....
nirmal1992
BOTH are getting emotionally atached.
ReplyDeletewonderful update *claps*
ReplyDeleteits nice to see him to be there for her :)
update the next soon dear :)
Awesome update.
ReplyDeleteThe pair of them are starting to have feelings for one another.
How sweet.
though this relation is very much like a deal..
ReplyDeletebut they have taken it beyond that...without even letting know each other...
i loved how comfortable they were...
and the way Khushi being emotionally attached to him...
but I guess Arnav is no less...
will be waiting for your next update..!!
Awsome update didu....
ReplyDeletewow they are loving each other touch how cute....;)
plz update soon
thankz for sending me link for the update
superlyk loved the momennts btw arnab and khushi
ReplyDeleteLovely update!!!!! Awsum,,,,,, fantastic,,,,,,,stuning,,,,,,wonderfull no no i dnt have words its just mindblowing appy...... Arshi chemistry is best in dis ff: plzzzzzz update sooooonnnnn...,
ReplyDeleteVery cute nd awesome....
ReplyDeleteVery cute nd awesome....
ReplyDeleteVery cute nd awesome....
ReplyDeleteWonderful update.
ReplyDeleteArnav is getting bit attached asking to stay in the flat, comforting Khushi.
Love this story.
Thanks for the update.
Gifttag (IF)
aww... khushi was drooling over arnav when she had to worry for misha...
ReplyDeletearnav is very caring
loved the update
continue soon
jas0308 -IF
Absolutly loved it. Awww arnav is soooo sweet for staying with kushi when she needed him the most. Kushi and arnav on a tiny sofa (blushing)
ReplyDeleteCant wait for the next chapter
I have just managed to catch up till here. Wow!! This is good!! Really, from your past stories this is so different. I am eager to know the next. It's so intriguing. Glad that I've been invited to read this. Can't thank you enough. Great going gal!!!
ReplyDeleteBlablabla_mo7 IF
Loved it
ReplyDeleterohinid
Wow Superb update!!..............“I am not letting you go away from me now. You have to be beside me bas!” hope this is for good reasons..................
ReplyDeletewow such cute update appy ..love the line he said to her that she will be beside him bas ! was truly romantic ..will be waiting for more
ReplyDeleteBeautiful update appy!! Loved it....
ReplyDeleteBharti
That was a really warm update...more emotions involved. I am glad Arnav decided he wanted to stay. Enjoyed the read thoroughly.
ReplyDeleteCan't wait for more - as usual...;)
Cheers!
Rayolight
beautiful update.
ReplyDeletei really like this FF.. very much straight forward. Both the characters are confident and self-made.. i adore them.
loved arnav's gesture today and his desperateness to stay with khushi all the time.
for all his gruffness Arnav is so sweet to Khushi
ReplyDeletehe comforts her when she needs it the most
he spent the night just holding her and nothing more
Hey dear hie I m orchids8888 from IF.
ReplyDeleteI simply loved the update.
The update was emotional as well as romantic.
I loved the way Arnav comforted Khushi when she was in need of it. She is so vulnerable and he is so understanding and caring. Also I liked the way Arshi cuddled and snuggled to each other entire night. It sounded so soothing as well as passionate.
Though dear I m waiting for a total mature update where Arshi will make love to each other. Blushing
Please continue soon.
dear i loved this update........nice to see the other side of arnav in this....great going....
ReplyDeleteamazing update
ReplyDeleteloved it
the update was just fab.....
ReplyDeleteloving the unknown bond developing b/w Arshi....
Another great update Appy!!! Both are lost in each other thoughts….how romantic.
ReplyDeleteWOW!!! Arnav wants to comfort her and Khushi wants that’s comfort from him….very nice.
I hope Arnav means what he said to her….hope to see their relationship grows.
Great going….dear!!!
nyc update..........
ReplyDeleteits awsum buddy every girl want a man who support her and love her i love this side of arnav update soon i am waiting appy di
ReplyDeleteawesome update..
ReplyDeletei just love this arnav in this part..
thanks for sharing dear..
awwww arnav is so caring
ReplyDeletehe has obviously got attracted towards khushi . Would awating to read how they open up their past to each other
cheers
Shalu
Loved to see this sweet and caring side of arnav..looking forward to know what what is going to happen next,them together..keep it up
ReplyDeleteOMG...............hwwww swt.......................
ReplyDeletesuper duper update
really cute
awesume ..arnav is really caring...khushi doent want to get emotionall ns arnav is yet to realize...update soon appy
ReplyDeleteif rimzu
vey nice...
ReplyDeletethey definitely share a lot other than just physical needs
awesome updt
ReplyDeletesummaiyasayed
Both are getting emotionally attached!
ReplyDeleteIF
OPSYELLOW
wow......that was so beautiful.
ReplyDeletearnave iz so caring.
hey arnav is so caring ............
ReplyDeletelove how there relationship is progressing ......
do update soon ..........
~ sweetvanie~
nice Appy, specially u showed how vulnerable khushi is from inside, how much she missed someone special in her life and how lonely she is ..... hope when her husband comes she burst out accusing him for leaving her behind that way.he cant really be the best friend if he doesnt have a strong reason to leave her like that. waiting to read more ...
ReplyDeleteArnav started caring for Kushi with out knowing about it. Their bond is growing before they started their mating thing.
ReplyDelete-Nisha.
Arnav started to take care of Khushi ! Soo cute !
ReplyDeletethat was .....unexpected!!! and awesome!!
ReplyDelete:) ;)
It was awesome loved it....this arnav is so hot anf cute.....great update
ReplyDeleteLoved the update.....Arnav and Khushi,,.,.slowly getting feelings fir each other....love the way Arnav left everything and went with Khushi....very decent and noble of him!
ReplyDeleteI loved the fact that Arnav stayed with her....she isn't alone.....hope Arnav will be her shoulder....
ReplyDeleteThey are so familiar....
Awsesome..brilliant updates
ReplyDelete-Sadi-
Its more than lust-they are falling in love with each other. Loved the updates.
ReplyDeleteawesum updt....loved it in tons....they r fallling in luv with each other....loved the arshi moments...jst imagine ASR on sofa...continue sooon.....
ReplyDeleteushankitvc
lovely update....
ReplyDeleteI just read this ss in one go
ReplyDeleteim wondering who's she's husband?
they don't know yet but there is something more other then sex
they r emotionally also attracted they r not realizing now
I loved all the chaps
thank u so much for pm
loved it. glad that Arnav came to see Misha with Khushi.
ReplyDelete- desisweetheart9 from IF.
THANKS FOR PM DEAR...
ReplyDeleteENJOYED YOUR WORK THRILLING..
LOVED THE UPDATE BEAUTIFULLY DONE HE IS STARTING TO FALL FOR HER THANKS FOR THE PM
ReplyDeleteawesome update dear please update soon.
ReplyDeleteloved all the updates
ReplyDeletehe is starting to fall for her....
i felt like laughing when arnav was alone with the other lady and when she was staring at him.....lol
thanks for the pm
continue soon
kamalapushpa
Nice . continue soon!!!
ReplyDelete~Dee~
amazing update
ReplyDeleteloved it
-drunkiiebabe-
Prt 11 n 12 wer amazing..:)
ReplyDeleteKhushi’s enjoyin dis new feelin..n Arnav’s cntrllin his feelings..he wants her..n so does she..
Bt..he dint wnt her 1st tym 2 b in a pool..he wntd it on a comfrtble bed..
Dey left 4 Khushi’s place..Misha got asthma attck..n she was sol alone..
Arshi wer romancing here as well..
Dey slept on d same sofa..tgthr..deelin each othr..:)
Lov d way dey r njoyin dese momnts..:)
Thnx..:)
aww they are so cute
ReplyDeleteWow! That is fantastic ..updates..
ReplyDeleteThey were surely started their relationship only for physically but it seems they r now more emotionally attached...
Wonder what appended in Khushi's past? That she still feels married...
Wow ! Hot n sexy Arnav;.,,
Loved it >3
Arshiyana(IF)
I am following the story from the beginning..
ReplyDeleteInteresting, specially khushi's character. In this particular story I find even khushi is little bit grey..
I have a feeling that Arnav has something to do with her childhood marriage.
Anyways, will wait for revelations in time.
golpokobita (IF name)
i have just read all 12 parts in one go and i must say its simply an amazing story....it might have started just as a physical need or attraction for them but its turning out to be much more than that now...eagerly waiting for more....thanks for the pm dear...continue soooooooooooooooooooooooooooon.....
ReplyDeleteWow awesome update appy
ReplyDeleteloved how close Arnav n khushi r becomin really close
wonder what Arnavs gonna do if khushis husband returns will he fight for her n say she's mine n only mine ?
Anyways thanks for pm plz keep em comin n update soon
hi appy!...i missed the last 2chap due to my studies but read them now and as always they are superb...i love the carng n understang side of arnav...and yar i read many stories but the way u describe emotions n feelngs,they are just...words nahi mil rahe,..amazing...wo kia kehtey hain,sedha dil pe lagti hai baat...lots of hugs n kisses...keep it up...GOD bless you
ReplyDeleteAwesome !!! loved Arnav to be so considerate to bring Khushi home to be with her friend and at same time didn't want to be away from Khushi and they both slept on a sofa thus technically spending their first night together.. Appy hats off dear the way you bring out the feelings of both Arnav and Khushi is always remarkable.. proud to be a reader of your stories...
ReplyDeletethanks for pm..
Its me melihoney dear. awwww the update was so cute and romantic. I loved Arnav here.
ReplyDeleteloved it...so cute of arnav...
ReplyDeleteHey Appy sorry for late comt....
ReplyDeleteMere IN ki speed bhut ghatiya aa rahi thi anyways amazing update Arnav was so supportive n understanding .
I like ARSHI cute sofa moments.
Plz update soon.
awwww that ws a cute update :)
ReplyDeletethnx fr d PM :)